Well, my stay at home mother duties are soon coming to an end.. :-( I have been praying, praying, and praying some more as to what to do about work, but everything that looks like a possible avenue to stay home has quickly come to a dead end. I guess the Lord has something in store for me that I can't see yet, and it is hard, daily it gets me down, but I just have to be greatful that we are in a position to survive financially. Neither Adan nor I took our jobs based upon the income they would provide and now we are just seeing the future unfold. We both have a passion for helping people, children especially, and the Lord put that in our hearts for a reason. Now it is our challenge to help the reach the Lord and no matter how hard I fight to find a job that can allow me to stay home for this season of mine and Isabelle's life it just isn't going to happen. So Tuesday is the day that will be full of tears and heartbreak. I know that Isabelle will be in a good place and well taken care of but my heart yearns to stay home with her. Our family will continue to pray for the Lord's will and if possible an opportunity to stay here with her, but if that doesn't happen I pray for the peace to know that everything is happening for a good reason. How could you not want to stay with this amazingly precious little baby?!?
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